Thanks so much for sharing something of your struggle to "find my place." There are many like you! And it is a blessing to know that the Lord knows you and has a place for you in His plan. Your teaching degree, athletic ability, and your short term experiences are valuable resources to guide you.

If you particularly feel called to teach, I think there are two directions you could go in terms of cross-cultural ministry: teaching in a mission school (which would probably involve you in learning a foreign language) or teaching missionaries' children. For either of these options, I think it would be helpful to have had a couple of years experience in your own language and culture, which gives you time to explore overseas options, and perhaps get some Bible training as well. I would also recommend involvement in Christian service in your church or a para-church organization to expand your gifts and sharpen ministry skills.

Should you choose to attend the Urbana Missionary Convention, you will have the opportunity to discover many agencies who have mission schools or schools for missionaries' children. You will be able to explore with them your need for working as a member of a team and finding a community. You will also expand your knowledge of what God is doing in the world. It's a great opportunity.

Blessings on you, Sara, as you seek the next step. Don't forget that He is more interested in your finding His will than you are.