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| Greg: (06/28/08) Jack,
My story is long and incredible. But without getting into detail - Due to irresponsibility's and incredibly bad fortune in my past, my wife and I have accumulated over $150,000 in debt. (I do not own anything) I am a school teacher and my wife is a social worker. I am a former drug addict and 1 john liar - saying I have the light but having fellowship in darkness. I learned (through back to back near death experiences and a loving brothers timely teaching) the difference between "I'm Sorry" and repentance. I have truly repented from my worldly love and have exploded in my heart for evangelism and service. I speak regularly to my own students at a small Christian school as well as to larger groups. I have been on mission trips regularly in the last two years and have recently returned from Romania where my wife and two girls (8 yrs and 9yrs)were able to join me for the first time. I feel as though if I cannot sell out in service to Christ full time with my family I will surely die. Don't get me wrong I will sell out to Him now and forever. My debt puts us in a position where we are $1200 short monthly for bills alone. This does not include food or fuel. We do not spend frivolously but as the debt has snowballed out of control we have borrowed from Peter to pay Paul. We tithe and give all we own to those in need. My heart is - if I can pay off my debt to men I am willing to live in poverty if I can preach the gospel and show men the way to be saved from judgement while they are on earth. Even my daughters - I want nothing less than for them to give their total allegiance to Christ by preaching Christ and serving the least, even if we all had to lose our lives for the King (the ultimate honor). My wife and I have grown together in this mind and heart. My Girls love serving Christ and had incredible experiences on their first international missions trip. The problem is that our wheels are spinning - we have good credit because we have regularly taken out high interest pay day loans to pay bills only and be faithful to our creditors. We are becoming a burden to our families who have tried valiantly to assist us. But hospital debt, college loan debt, IRS debt and other various incredible happenings including accidents (85 mph truck ran through our previous house) as well as other things, have avalanched over us. My wife and I have tried everything in our power to resolve these issues and our efforts have unusually been rejected or pushed aside. Counselling with Pastors or the church results in "poor things, we'll pray for you". We are both hard workers and I know that God is refining us for incredible service, but we are tired and need some help. I have no idea why I am writing - I stumbled across this website and began writing. God bless and be glorified. |
| Jack: Thanks, Greg, for sharing your heart with me. Your story is a sobering one.
I wish I could help you, but your situation is beyond my knowledge or expertise. Let me just share some thoughts that come to me. 1) There is an interesting promise in Joel 2:25. The prophet speaks of a plague of locusts as having been a judgment of the Lord on His sinful people, Israel. But then Joel speaks of their repentance and turning to the Lord. Then comes the promise: I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten…Then you will know that I am in Israel, that I am the Lord your God, and that there is no other; never again will my people be shamed. In other words, even though God’s people have been devastated through God’s judgment, He promises to restore them. I don’t know if this resonates with you, but I would encourage you to read the chapter and claim this promise for yourselves. 2) I would encourage you to ask the Lord to send you a spiritual mentor who will do more than pity you and promise prayer. You need someone to walk beside you as the Lord helps you work through this issue. The Lord wants to deliver you, but money is never the basic issue. He wants to teach you new dimensions of dependence on Him; new understanding of faith; new awareness of who He is and what He can do. 3) It seems to be that you need a financial advisor. People face these issues all the time: for some it is a disaster of some kind, through no fault of their own; for others, it is a matter of unfortunate decisions. But for hardworking folks like yourselves, there is always a way out. A financial advisor can help you understand bankruptcy policies and laws, for example. I’m not sure that high interest “payday loans” are the best choice – but the people who know money can guide you in this. I think that an advisor of this kind, especially if he is a believer, can give you very helpful clues as to how to deal with this huge mountain of debt that hangs over you. I am the president of a mission agency that has to trust the Lord for $7 million each year. I am no “fund raiser.” As I began my tenure last October, I believe that the Lord gave me a promise: 2 Cor 9:8, which I would like to share with you: But God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things, at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work. You can read the context and see what Paul is talking about. Greg, I hang on to that verse every day. I have it written on a white board behind my desk and I read and pray it each morning. So far He has kept our financial head above water and even has enabled me to give bonuses to my staff who haven’t had a raise in several years. Bless you, my brother. I wish I could do more for you, but that’s all that comes to me at this time. Let me know how you make out. Greetings to you wife and daughters. In His Grace, Jack |
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